basics: Hi, I'm Erin, I'm a college student at Oregon State, bubbly, hopeless romantic, bookworm, cancer survivor, twin, and this is where i vent about life :) thanks for reading.
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FLIRT with a boyyyy who’s worthwhile and healthy! And by that I mean, someone who I don’t have a history with, and could have a future with. (woah deep-ish). Cause all these boys I have history with, it’s HISTORY for a reason, and i DONT have a future with them. But there’s no chance of finding a new boy when I’m home for break because there is no one to choose from. Pretty much every boy in my town, I’ve gone to school with. And not just high school where I look longingly at them, but middle school and elementary school too. When that happens people tend to make up their mind about you, and it’s really hard to change those perceptions. I really was/am the goody two shoes. I mean of course college has changed me, but I was so goody-goody I literally NEVER partied in High School and so none of that crowd really knows me very well and those that aren’t in that crowd…I’m not interested in at all haha.
So…that forces me to wait until school, but even there it’s hard for me to meet people. And I’m not saying it’s the universe’s fault or anything, it’s mostly mine! I’m lazy and I have…certain other people (shall we say) holding me back. No good. But I think one of my secret new years resolutions is to be a little more outgoing and less lazy and actually go to parties and talk to people and dance. Let’s get a life shall we?
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