February 2012
4 posts
bruised.
It’s only been 2 days, haven’t talked to him at all, and it’s really hard. I think it’s so difficult because it doesn’t just feel like I lost someone who I have feelings for, who could be a potential boyfriend, but because it feels like I lost my best friend. And that’s who he is. He knows me deeper than most people. So he must know how hard this is for me, and...
to follow that up...
So we had the talk, and we’re nothing. I’m not gonna lie, I’m not heartbroken, but my heart is a little cracked. I feel like I’ve wasted three years of my life. I feel like he doesn’t even care how I feel…even though I know he does. And that’s kind of the hard part. I can’t hate him for this. I can’t say “oh what an asshole, I hope I...
of. course.
So this is the day we were supposed to talk. We were supposed to work out everything we were worried about and fucking F-I-N-A-L-L-Y move forward. We have been friends for three years. We find out just last month that we have BOTH had feelings for each other the whole time. Romantic comedy plot much? The part that isn’t in the movie is where it takes us a month to talk about what we want to...
January 2012
12 posts
of course...
So when I actually get what I want, he confesses…I’m now left with this feeling of dread and nervousness in the pit of my stomach. I just want to know what he’s feeling. I just want to know what is holding him back. I want to talk to him, but I feel like I can’t. Things have already changed, the changes he didn’t want to happen. So he has nothing to be afraid of....
yes
Me: I think I'm gonna go to sleep now.
TV: lol but good shows are on.
iPod: sleep? Is that a new app?
Sleeping position: lol I'm not gonna be comfortable.
Mind: what's the meaning of life though?
Temperature: lol it's too hot and too cold.
Noises: oh, you said be louder? Okay.
Body: Lol time for itches.
Person I like: Hey
Week One, Winter Term 2012
Woo College! I’m really excited about this term. Even though I usually H-A-T-E Winter term, I have a good feeling about this one. I’m taking a Children’s Literature class and multiple developmental classes actually in my major so I’m hoping to do amazingly well this term. Like straight A’s standard. That would be amazing for my GPA. We shall see :)
I just wanna...
FLIRT with a boyyyy who’s worthwhile and healthy! And by that I mean, someone who I don’t have a history with, and could have a future with. (woah deep-ish). Cause all these boys I have history with, it’s HISTORY for a reason, and i DONT have a future with them. But there’s no chance of finding a new boy when I’m home for break because there is no one to choose from....
December 2011
29 posts
Pre-New Years Resolution
As I scroll through my blog, I realized I rarely actually write anymore! So my “pre-new years resolution” is to write at least once a week, even if it’s totally mundane boring college girl stuff :) I just feel like the more interesting blogs are the ones where you get to know the person writing them, and even though the pictures I re-blog really speak to what I like and who I am,...
“While looking at Alli Lohan’s cover on Page Six:
“She looks like...”
– Myself and my roomie Mallory. We are made for each other <3
November 2011
35 posts
First Thanksgiving Without You...
Wow Dad…it was so different without you. We had to cook a the turkey without you! Mom was freaking out that it wouldn’t be cooked. But we got it done! We made the turkey, stuffing, sweet potatoes, C. potatoes, carrots, multiple cranberry sauces…we did it. But it wasn’t the same.The toast was the worst part. We missed hearing what book you were reading, and what you were...
